Hellooo

Well I just felt like writing. I don't like the way my arms jiggle. The stretch marks are ugly. I know I have to love my body the way it is but I just love it more when it looks better. I saw some pics of myself when I was thinner and want to be that way again so badly. I felt so different, I was not affraid of myself. I look so unhappy in my pics where I am fat. I learned something new recently. When we take care of our bodies, we dont take care of our physical self. We take care of our soul. Because when we feel good our soul feels good. When we are happy, our soul is happy. Around 90 percent of my clothes dont fit right on me as of now. They fit me at 183 pounds, around there. I have a lot pf pretty clothes.